I have issues I swear. I'm living in the past and I keep thinking about CJ which is a really bad thing. I dont want to move on so I keep thinking AC is bad.
I had an awful day, which is one of the first this year. (I never had a bad day in CJ). You see, there I go again, comparing AC and CJ. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME???
I'm really screwed up.
& Its not often I feel this way. I'm really questioning why God put me in AC, I'm wondering whether being one of the twelve who got in with eight points is a good thing or actually a bad one. I really dont know, I want to cry I swear.
I'm really miserable.
I cant wait to meet up with 1t07 again.
I really love them so much. I WANT MY FIRST THREE MONTHS AGAIN.
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