i am going through my old phone, and there are really alot of memories kept inside this old,disgusting phone.
my special folder of messages about random stuff and those really thought provoking paragraphs from different books i've read.

i miss the sec3 days suddenly :)

from memoirs of a geisha;
what if i came t the end of my life and realized that i'd spent my entire life waiting for a man that would never come to me? what an unbearable sorrow that would be t realize that i've never really tasted what i ate, that i'd never visited the places i've been just because i've been dreaming about him even when my life is drifting away from me. but what would i have if i drew my thoughts back from him? i would be like a dancer who has practiced since childhood for a performance she would never give.


i am going t end up without a school.
oh god :(