i think i am going to abandon this blog soon, its driving me up the wall. but till then, i shall blog. you know, blogging doesnt allow freedom of speech. you cant say what you want to express because it just makes everything go wrong. i hate this blog, but so much has been recorded here :(
oh well.

charisse asked me if i could turn back time, would i still allow this to happen to me? i dont know, but i guess i dont really regret. you know, it takes trials and difficulties along the way to make a person grow up and actually mature. i hope i'm getting more matured hahah :D
i guess today is just one of those days when you stop and start to think. lately, i have been having too many of such days. i dont really like thinking about stupid things. :)

i'm really quite apologetic for all the trouble i have caused.

i didnt study for chemistry last night, like roar. i just sat in front of my notes and stared at it for the longest time, expecting something to pop out suddenly. i did everything i could except study. talked on the phone, msged, felt sad, cried my eyes out, attempted to murder my brother, & drank alot of water.
so this means i am going to fail my chemistry test which everyone said was "easy" and "confirm can pass". okay fine, whatever!


LOVE.