all i gave is all i had

here's to sum up how my life has been
these past two days,

when you try your best but you don't succeed,
when you get what you want but not what you need,
when you feel so tired but you can't sleep,
stuck in reverse.
and the tears come streaming down your face,
when you lose something you can't replace,
when you love someone but it goes to waste,
could it be worse?

and now i'm feelingextremely lousy
but i dont know what to do to make
myself feel better.
listen to my current favourite song?!
i dont know :(

went out with joan,char and mell today to
tiong bahru, walked around aimlessly for like
ten minutes with yummy gelatos :D
and we decided to catch a movie !
ZAI SHUO YI CI WO AI NI <33
i always have something against watching chinese
movies in the theatre because they are
usually available in vcds which cost
less than your movie ticket, but since char
and mell said it was nice :)
AND IT WAS REALLY INCREDIBLE. i cried, sobbed, and
squeezed myself dry with the waterfall
of tears. its pretty stupid, but the four
of us cried and cried like pigs HAHAH:D
it must have been a pretty amusing sight to
see four fifteen-year old girls sobbing
their eyes out over andy lau :DD
but it was seriously so so sad! .

heard gross stuff today.
wanted to die after hearing it. so feel
like posting it here, but i'm pretty civilized.
no intention of starting a fight :)
peace be with you, you stinky ... MOUSE.
:X

bye , until the next time i'm overwhelmed
with emotions :)