I HATE CT

ah.
this week for some reason has been
a rather bad one for me.
or should i say
these two days have been living hell.
i cried like three times
over my oh-so terrible results.
and my dad isnt making it any
better for me.
he thinks i wanted those results.
FCK OFF PLEASE.
i know its really bad.
but i didn't want those kind of
shit either.
SO FCK OFF IF YOU THINK SO.

my mum has been so nice to me.
although she was angry
when i started to cry
she decided not to scold me.
I <3 HER.

:(
mayb its because the past few months
has been so happy
and now i have to suffer.
and to add salt to the wound
flo, loo and i are going to
get fucking warning letters just
because we left the class during
freeperiod/
FCK.
i dont care anymore please.

ah.
lucky for me
i have a source of joy.
:D:D
HAHAHA. WHATEVER/

chen was a fuckedup bastard today
I HATE HIM.
he scolded yanhao like mad.
he was practically shouting
his ass off.
later his hair drop more.
\that lusty old toad
should go eat dung lah.

AH.
everything is so screwed up.
i hope everything gets better.
:(
i have never been so upset in
my entire life before.
its practically living hell.
whenever anything abt results
are brought up i feel so
guilty and angry.
why isit that i always do so badly.
FCK THIS SCREWED UP DAY.
/ :(